a SHOCKING news…

just now, i was having fun in internet forums i registered in…the fun part gradually decreases as i found these two links…
-> http://www.sponichi.co.jp/entertainment/flash/KFullFlash20090324102.html
-> http://www.nikkansports.com/entertainment/news/f-et-tp0-20090324-474947.html

there’s picture of Fujimoto Miki in them…along with Japanese writings that can be read Shouji…and the person who gave the links said like this : “i don’t know if this is legit or not, Miki is getting married”…without further hesitation i go to Goggle Translate…and yes, it seems that the news is correct after all Fujimoto Miki will be married to Shouji Tomoharu summer this year…

as a fans of an idol…i acknowledge that there’s an unwritten code of conduct saying : “if your idol is happy, then you should be happy”…yup, that is the IDEAL way of thought…for me, this news SHOULD be a good news…i mean, she actually marrying someone who made her resign from Morning Musume (though might be indirectly), someone that (i assume) she got real feelings for…really, i SHOULD be happy for her…

but in reality, i still can’t find my way out of denial…it’s like my own thoughts and feelings are collaborating against the fact that it IS the truth…that my idol, Fujimoto Miki, IS marrying this guy…i just felt heartbroken, don’t know why i got those feelings…i mean, she doesn’t even acknowledges me, let alone knows me…but i just feel that way, up to the point that i actually re-read the news many times hoping for it to change, to the point that i got cold sweat when i realize there’s no changing in it, to the point that i AM actually flustered…i know that it’ll come by, sooner or later i know that Miki will be married to someone…it’s just i don’t expect it to be this fast…just after graduating from Hello! Project…i can only find this to be SHOCKING…

i guess, for now i can only rely on the time itself to heal me from this heartache…i’m really disheartened by this, i’m considering to go on hiatus from the H!P World…too sentimental? may be, but at least, for now, i’m being true to my own feelings…

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6 comments

  1. asagi · March 24, 2009

    Santai brader…
    Gw sedikit merasakan hal itu juga…

    Emang berita ini sangat mengejutkan…
    Siapa yang nyangka berita begini bakal keluar begitu cepat…
    Apalagi sampe kmaren masih sempet ketawa2 ngomentarin foto mikimari ituh…

    Syok sih pasti, tapi inget2 kata2 lo itu van…
    “if your idol is happy, then you should be happy” :good:

  2. shiro21 · March 24, 2009

    Aseli pas OL n liat berita-nya..masih belum yakin…tapi ternyata di oficial web pun sudah ada beritanya…

    sampe sekarang masih menengkan diri dulu…maap masih belum bisa coment apa2 dulu…

  3. sang_abah · March 24, 2009

    hmm, shocking soda …… ga nyangka juga tau2 ada berita kek gini (secara, saya jarang berkunjung ke trid Mikity) ……….. tapi inilah kenyataan nya,,, kita sebagai penggemar hanya bisa “berharap” sebelah tangan ….. semoga pangeran kodok tidak larut dalam asa dan duka … dan segera menunaikan tugas nya kembali …………

  4. crast · March 24, 2009

    Im with u in this one bro..
    Most shocking news in this month.. Nilai praktikum gw yg D aj masi kala shock ama ni berita..

    rasa senang dan sedih brcampur jd satu.. Smpe2 gak bs ngebedakan ap yg aq rasakan skrg..

    aq jg brpikir utk hiatus.. Bkn h!p kseluruhan.. Tp dr miki aj..
    Smentara waktu jg gak ngliat h!m dlu..

  5. bHIeMa Alchemist · March 25, 2009

    brader…
    masihkah kamu akan mencintai miki dan menjadi wotasnya?
    akankah kamu sedikit demi sedikit berpindah kelain hati?
    akankah kamu hiatus dari H!P dan menjadi orang biasa lagi?

  6. murasaki · March 25, 2009

    sorry ya kl gw nyelonong aja..

    ganbatte ya, emang berat sih nrima brita kyk gini tapi ga ada yg bisa merubah apa2 kecuali tuhan. smoga elo tabah ya ^^

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